| now i know to NOT ever ever EVER become too close to anyone, cause everytime i do, they turn their backs and hurt me. EVERY SINGLE FREAKING TIME.it happened last year, and we hardly talk anymore. we used to talk like, all night about anything and then we just stopped by the end of gr.9. then it happend again with you guys, i wont talk about that cause everyone at school already asks about it, and now YOU? I dont think you know how much it hurts when you say it, but it does. and its not just a joke, and i definately wont "get over it" that easily. "Once you cross the line, there's no turning back." and what the fucking hell. Its like so hard to forget you. your name is EVERYWHERE, and if its not that, i see your parents at the mall. how come its so easy for you? did i mean THAT little to you? we dont even talk anymore. if i knew it would end up like this, i wish NONE of this had ever happened. at least we would still be talking to each other, without the awkwardness. i dont know if ull ever read this, probably not, but yeah, thats how i feel. and if you care or ever did, tell me, cause this is killing me. besides that totally ruining my weekend, the rest of it went like this: *hung out with ally and alexis at oakridge *seattle -sat-sun *borat with them at rc "i hate it when people talk about their day on xanga, and its like a long paragraph. like who really cares about what you ate and what you said?" -a.chang hah. |
